[At least Noel knows what it's all about, and she knows that she doesn't need to fear losing control of herself. It's different from him; he has no idea what it all is and he fears it will be honestly dangerous and hurt Elliot in particular but really just anyone he cares for, and it can, he really fears it can.
At least she knows everything and while that might also just feed the worry, at least it removes the fear of things being unknown.
He hates when things are unknown.]
You won't hurt anyone.
[He wishes he could control everything weird about him. Maybe he wouldn't hurt people then.]
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Date: 2011-09-01 11:39 am (UTC)[At least Noel knows what it's all about, and she knows that she doesn't need to fear losing control of herself. It's different from him; he has no idea what it all is and he fears it will be honestly dangerous and hurt Elliot in particular but really just anyone he cares for, and it can, he really fears it can.
At least she knows everything and while that might also just feed the worry, at least it removes the fear of things being unknown.
He hates when things are unknown.]
You won't hurt anyone.
[He wishes he could control everything weird about him. Maybe he wouldn't hurt people then.]